Journal+9

So maybe I have no free time. Maybe I litterally have every minute planned out. Maybe a weekend at home drives me crazy. Or maybe I'm the crazy one. Either way, it's who I am. The term, 'Sorry I am 'insert activty here,' is used so requently, all I have to do is frown and people understand. Rarly is my life an easy going one. To most, that would sound terrible. Never having free time? Running two hours away to play soccer? Why in the world would you join 4 clubs? What are you thinking, youth group 3 nights a week? Seriously? Yeah, seriously. It's a life I've come to know. Soccer is on going, at least 3 nights a week, and tornaments and hotels atleast once a month. But, in high school season, it's 7 nights a week. Plus, there is cross country all summer, and indoor track in the winter. That wraps up athletics thankfully, but there is always volenteering on weekends I'mnot at soccer. And when I'm not there, I'm at youth group. Youth group is 3 nights a week. Of corse not as demanding, I'm involved in 4 or 5 clubs at school. I'mpacked solid, yet, I would probably would ay yes if someone asked to me join something else.

Ask me if I enjoy it? Absolutly. Now, I'm not crazy, I promise. But it's how I like my life. I like being busy, I'm not a stay at home person. I don't want to sound as if I'mcomplaining, because I do all of it for a reason. Soccer? It's my life. There isn't another way to explain that. It defines the rest of my life. I absolutly love it. XC ad indoor track? Running for miles? Honestly? Yup. I don't really know the words, ask Rachel, she'll understand. But cross country, althugh indiviual is the colest family you will ever get. Being a running is so different from any other sport. I love every second I get of it. There is no question I would never give it up. Volenteering? It's a passion that will probably never end. Although getting service hours is great, I don't see myself doing anything else with my life other than helping people. It's come to be one of the biggest passions I have. Youth Group? Well, if I go that much, surelyI must love it. True. Youth group and church has taught me so much, not only about my religion, but about myself. The people there are litterally some of the best people I hav, or ever will come across in my life. But all the clubs, well, honestly, I just can't say no. I always feel like I'm not doing enough, not involved enough. That's really the only reasoning I have.

With summer coming up, don't worry not folks, I got it covered. With soccer tornaments/practices wedged in there somewhere, I can't wait to go to hartman center for a week :))), soccer camp, the beach, and volenteer. I recently applied for a position at Leg Up farms, with help the mentally and physically disabled, and hold summer camps that help work with them. It's something I'm so interested in, and I am so excited to go. And when I do get free time? Biking :). I am s excited to bike and run with summer with my fiend Jordyn, we are health freaks. I can't wait for summer 1' :).